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ღ 第14章 ღ

4/30/2009

didn't update for our chapter for few days d,

hmm.. nothing much happened,

just as usual..

stay in happily and blissfully..

awww~ its great for me n you,

haha.. wish to maintain such happy life eternity..

wuakaka~ wish wish wish..

pray pray pray..

hope hope hope..

hopefully :) muax muax..



appreciated is what i've learned from you..

such a wonderful words for me..

you know what to do when im feeling down,

you know what to talk when im moody,

you know what to act when im need you,

really thanks dear for eveything you've done for me :)



for S.E.A.N,

with all my

ღ 第13章 ღ

4/26/2009

今天天气超热的!
呆在房里一整个下午,
有点快被灼伤的感觉!
哈哈~

一大早就被你吵醒了,
也不是啦,


其实早就在等你的电话了!(羞羞)
电话里头的你感觉还没睡醒呢!
哈哈哈哈~
聊了聊...
就这样,一个早上就过去了..



之后又和你cam了整个下午,
今天你和我说了很多很多不曾说的事情,
瞬间...对你慢慢的有了更多的想法~
你还是很在意她对你说的一句话,
在你还没和我说前,
我也许又在遐想些有的没的!
哈哈,你总是爱说我想东想西的!
可是这就是我啊~
你对我说了后,
我才觉悟到,
原来并不是我想像的那样咯!
你在意的不是人,
而是那一句话...
我也渐渐的从中领悟了一些事情,
其实真的希望你能够做你想要的!
而不是像现在这样的状况!
嗯~加油吧!
也许并不能真正给予你任何的帮助!
可是还是希望能够开解你~
不开心的事情也不想聊了~
就期待奇迹的出现吧!
雨后总是会有一道希望的彩虹~
我希望并相信...
这道希望的彩虹将会把快乐和奇迹带给你唷!



呼~~
朋友又帮我取了一个新的外号-阿宅!
天啊~
也许我真的很宅吧!
已经快有半年没去逛街了,
就连购物都选择网上购物,
因为方便!
我...真的很懒,
懒到...不行!!!
哈哈,
以前都时常拒绝和朋友逛街,
因为有事情要settle,
实际上是懒惰较多!
哈哈哈哈哈哈~~

whatever..
happy and relax is what i need now~~
i hate working..
i hate waiting...
i hate walking...
i hate listening...
i hate annoying...

well.. i like - Y.O.U -
wow... great ^66^

ღ 第12章 ღ

4/25/2009




今天下雨了吗?
并没有..
但我的心悄悄的下起雨了!
窗外的太阳热热的照着大地!
却温暖不了下着大雨的心~
今天的心情还是离不开乌云密布!

今天有个朋友问我,
我的部落格可以不要那么的emo吗?
也许她说得对!
我总是爱胡思乱想有的没的,
可是每个女人都是这样的吧!
爱找个借口给自己去胡思乱想~

今天你告诉我一件事,
因为这件事你有点生气!
虽然不是什么大事~
不想说出来...
因为我不想知道!
可是你都很好~
什么事都会坦白的告诉我!
我也希望自己能够大方点,
不去想那些无聊的假设,
原来大方只是表面上而已,
其实内心里的雨还是滴滴嗒嗒的...



如果你不在乎,
为什么要觉得生气呢!
就这样你也闷闷不乐~
我该问你吗?
我问问自己...
我真的想知道吗?
是!我想知道!!!!!!
但我始终没有问~
(虽然你曾说,想知道什么就问!你都会告诉我)
只问了为什么她会这么说,
你也淡淡的说:“我不知道~”
冷冷的一句回答...
我该说些什么吗?
我...什么也没说!
无奈~~ :(

我喜欢读人家的部落格,
因为透过每个文字,
我仿佛能够了解他们的内心世界,
感觉起来好妙~
每个人都会用各种不同的方式表达自己内心的世界,
而我选择用文字来记载我的回忆,
我的过去~

有人说,
过去就让他过去~
如果人类真的能那么潇洒,
那么洒脱..那该多好!
可是偏偏人类不是冷血动物,
他们还是会对以往的回忆,
耿耿于怀~
是种珍惜?
还是折磨?

幸福的时候,
我学会了珍惜~
伤心的时候,
我学会了坚强~


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4/24/2009

今天的我有点怪怪,
心情糟糟的,
也许是因为雨天的关系,
就连我的心情也跟着阴暗了起来,
心仿佛是被层雾给遮盖了,
黑黑的,沉沉的!
朋友问我是因为你的关系吗?
呃~~
想了想,
其实并不是,
可是心里就是怪怪的感觉!
今天和你聊天并不多...
你和朋友看电影去了!
之后你也拨通电话给我...
可是今天的通话,
并没有感到特别开心或兴奋!
我..病了吗?
我也不知道,
就是有种说不出来的感觉!
感觉酸溜溜的!

天啊~
难道我又回到以前情绪化的我?
拜托!!!
好不容易才把坏习惯改掉!
绝对不可已回到过去!
或许几天后我又回复了呢..
希望吧!
也许是最近都很累的关系吧~

嗯,对!
最近你我都很累..
昨天的我又任性了,
明知道你已累到不行了,
可是却吵着你 :(
对不起啦...
人家也只想多看你久一些,
可是知道你真的很累了,
也不忍心折磨你,
所以也只好让你去睡了...
哈哈~

今天聊没两下..
也不知怎么了,闷闷的!
或许是真的累了吗?
折磨人的考试又来了!
我的天啊~
我竟然还没收拾心情面对呢!
真搞不清楚自己是醒着还是睡了!
算了吧!
临时抱佛脚是我的强项!

今天忘了戴眼镜去上班,
迷迷糊糊的过了一整个下午,
或许是件好事,
不想让眼睛太吃力的把世界看清楚,
当你知道的东西越多,
麻烦也会跟着来,
一波又一波~
反反覆覆的!

刚刚又和你聊了一下,
总觉得你总是猜透我的心,
不管是我在想什么,
做什么~
好奇怪..
哈哈哈~
也许你说的没错,
因为你已是我肚里的蛔虫~
你总是知道我需要的是什么,
感觉好贴心,
就那么一点点的...
好温暖!



时间也不早了,
是时间和我的周公下棋了!
晚安吧!

ღ 第10章 ღ

4/21/2009

也许时间能把一切冲淡吧,
虽然我很在乎我的朋友,
可是我不希望因为这些原因而导致我们彼此的感情隔层膜,
就算是透明薄膜也不行!
算了吧,我也不想太多想,
事情也已经过去了!
发生了也不能阻止...
如果你问我会讨厌她吗?
老实说!我会!!
也许时间久了,
能把一切回到原点吧!
我不想不开心的面对你,
不想你不开心,
不想因为这样而不爽!
很多很多的不想!!
我不想再听到失望两个字!!!!
我讨厌失望!
我讨厌人家对我说“我对你很失望”
也许若再次停到了,
我真的会崩溃!
这是一次教训!
而是不被允许!!

ღ 第9章 ღ

4/20/2009

im really really depressed.. frustrated!!!!


im dunno why it happened to me!!!


cause of that issue... i've send an apologize msg to him..


i tot that i can b saved.. i tot i can get urr absolve..


wrong! that's only my unsophisticated mind!


im totally lost my fren cause you!


it's really hurt when your fren said :" im really dissapointed with you!! "


my tears was out of control... :(


really really shock..


what should i do??

ღ 第8章 ღ

4/19/2009

finally reached penang...

really happy cause i thought i can see your pig face...

but what i get not your pig face..

a bad news from you..

shud i shout out here or juz keep in my heart!

i duno whether you will be here or not..

(not really want you to know)

im juz wonder it will cause us misunderstand :(

damn~ really surprise when you've told me that bad news!

im know that's not your fault..

you no need to blame yourself!

actually im really really sad and angry...

maybe just for a moment..

but i feel like i have lost my credit to my friend..

im feel guilty...

sure my fren think im a betrayer..

sigh.. what to do?

everything already happened..

forget and forgive..

can v do that??

ღ 第7章 ღ

4/18/2009

today have some test from you,

and i get my result..

60% per 100%..

izzit a good result?

for me maybe be not..

for you might too high..

but you win..

cause you get more than 60% from me!

well.. you said i will get a better score in future...

will i?

perhaps.. :)

cheer up~

ღ 第6章 ღ

4/16/2009

to my dear..

i've reached my lovely home finally..

arhaa..

although it's a long journey..

but im happy when meet them..


ღ 第5章 ღ

4/15/2009

today super duper busy and tired :(

damn~ no time even take a breath..

gosh.. rush to do this.. rush to do that..

walao~ busying..

but.. althought im busying..

but im still miss you..

today seldom talk to you cause im prepared to go back my hometown tomorrow..

arhaa.. so i have to buy this and that to bring back...

omg~ sleepy and tiring...

well well.. today your last paper,

you told me that is very hard for d paper..

hmm.. hmm..

wondering whether you still can get your rewards not now..

arhaa.. well...

i have to leave you for few days..

cause im going back and will seldome talk to you..

hmmm.. i think im going to get sick soon..

cause of you :( so bad~

miss miss miss you again...

you sure sleep like pig now..

arhaa... im just finished dye my hair..

omg~ like nothing different.. :(

Ohh shit.. really sleepy now..

should get off now.. :(

good night my sweet heart..

muaxx muaxx muaxx..

arhaa.. miss your sexy lipssss...

ღ 第4章 ღ

4/15/2009

Well well well..

this few day really tired tired and tired..

maybe because of sleep late for this few day..

arhaaa..

cox keep chatting with 38 maria..

and you...

arhaa.. well...

but im not feeling tired when chat with you..

what i get is happy..

and happiness..

arhaaa ^66^

cause you will show me your cutely pig face,

then do something funny action :)

arhaaa.. really make me laugh.. and forget all the tiring :)

thanks... muacxx..

yesterday you asked me..

am i happy when im with you?

ermm... yea.. im really happy when im with you..

answer with all my heart :)

i can really feel that your heart are belong to me :)

woww.. great..

well.. maybe im not really pro in taking care for your heart..

but i will put all my heart for taking care your heart :)

as long as im with you..

arhaa.. well well..

tomorrow is your last paper d,

wish you all the best and pray for you ^66^

remember your REWARDS!

woww~~

by the way..

my deadline are around the corner..

omg!! pray for me please..

sweating now..

must work hard together :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

sleep well my dear.. 99

miss you much much much :)



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4/13/2009

today work like hell..

a lot of job waiting for me!

oh my god~ help..

after off work..

chat with you again..

today actually felt quite weird,

im don't know,

maybe im like to think this, think that..

i admit that everything also i want to know..

but after know it,

i will think to the negative way..

i don't want let you think that everything also have to tell me..

it's like no privacy for you..

but sometime is hard for me to control my brain for not think in that way..

im told you before that i like to think..

whatever you have tell me,

i sure will think think think think..

im stupid!! cause i will make all simple thing become complicated!

but well.. i will recover after i think..

arhaa..

i know we should give each other some privacy..

well well..

sorry if make you unhappy or feel annoying..

but i have promise that i won't be that anymore..

so.. ember.. wake up..

don't be same as last time anymore..

look forward!

woww.. you will get better yea ^^

ღ 第二章 ღ

4/13/2009

风和日丽的早晨里,

被通电话给吵醒了,

很讨厌被打扰的感觉,

换作以前的我,

也许已在破口大骂对方一顿了,

哈哈... 可是现在的我不会再那么的霸道了...

而且在电话里头的竟然是你耶!

天啊~突然间,

整个人觉得好精神,好精神!

也许这就是幸福的魔力吧!

就这样聊啊,聊啊,聊的...

好久好久...

感觉像吃了蜜糖般甜蜜!

超甜,超甜的,

好久好久都没有这种感觉了...

真的很谢谢你,

让我从新找到幸福的滋味!

虽然心中有百般的话语想对你说,

可是都是话到嘴边却开不了口,

因为我怕你嫌我罗嗦,

算了吧!

日后你还是得听我的罗嗦,

那就留到日后再说咯!

就这样幸福的一天又过去了!

你问我,为什么喜欢写blog,

也许这是我记载回忆的一种方式吧!

而你却喜欢已照片留念...

所以我决定了,

以后要和你拍很多很多的照片!

时间也不早了,

希望我的第三章,第四章和接下来的,

都是快乐的记载.

晚安咯~

ღ 第一章 ღ

4/11/2009

今天4月11日2009年...

3:50pm...

一个很重要的纪念日!

因为今天我终于真正的拥有你了!

这是幻觉吗?

不...这的确是真实的感觉!

天啊~真的很开心...

就这样就开始我们第一章...

希望不会有结束的一天!

彼此相遇是偶然?还是缘分?!

我都珍惜...真的不敢相信,

慢慢栽培的种子,

终于要开花了,

对,要加油...

我一定能够把你好好的爱戴...

虽然我不会做感动的事情,

可是我相信只要有真心,

你还是一样会感动到!

好好纪念下今天吧!!

爱你哦~

失眠

4/01/2009
















今夜的我失眠了,
而远方的你呢?
是否和我一样…

一个人躺在空荡荡的双人床,
想着远方的你,
我…又开始了失眠的旅程!
期待你的信息…
等着你的来电,
眼角的泪…
不听使唤的流了下来,
这是思念你的泪… … …

心………
已不再属于自己的了,
再也控制不了自己,
脑海里浮现很多很多的疑问!
深夜里的你,
是否也在想念着远方的我~

思念是如此的痛苦,
可是痛苦里却隐藏着那一点点的甜蜜!
即是那么的感伤又带点小小的兴奋!

夜色是那么的迷人,
就像你对我说的每一句话,
都是那么的甜蜜,
那一瞬间,
我仿佛成了世界上最幸福的女人呢!

接下来的日子你要应付很多很多的考试~
而我也只能默默的在远方为你祈祷~
希望你一切顺利!

刚刚传了个简讯给你,
不知你收到了吗?
你…睡着了吗?
简讯收到了吗?

期待你的回讯,
但也许你不知道就因为这样,
我失眠了!

情绪来得很突然,
说变就变!
没有一点预感~
没有你的日子里,
我真的很孤单,
这样的日子,
我还得熬多久呢?